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everything is happening so quickly

my dad came and apologized to me and tried to explain why he’d reacted that way. I understand where he’s coming from, I just wish he’d given me a minute to explain before snapping at me.

He thinks having a job would help me because it would be a variable I could control, and I agree, its just that safeway has not at all been a variable with even the remotest bit of control. I know my job at little caesars and i know the people and I know the policies and my rights

the other great thing is that safeway pays more but with the required union fees I’d actually be making less overall so even from a fiscal standpoint working at little caesars would be better for me

so basically i’m okay right now but tired as hell and waiting on my boss at little caesar’s to repond to me so i can move forward

consider this my apology for not posting actual content for forever now

okay heres the update because shit has been hitting the fan all week

i just quit my job because I can’t do it in my current mental health state. I am not capable of dealing with the shit going on at safeway right now without suffering at least 2 breakdowns a day and that is fucking exhausting. I could probably get the managers into some pretty serious trouble but I’m not going to think about that until I can talk to my mom and dad about the whole thing. I’m 90% sure I can get my old job back and earn money doing something I know how to do with a system I understand.

I feel so much better now. I know that quitting a job is kind of big, but they can replace me so easily. Let someone else deal with it. I certainly can’t.

my manager was totally cool with it. I can pick up what i earned next friday, so it wasn’t all for nothing.but i’m not willing to put up with all that right now, especially given that I’m not on the right pills and the ones I’m on aren’t working much at all. I need to do something i know if i’m going to work right now, otherwise I won’t be able to handle it.

okay wow things just keep getting shitty and I need some advice

so i got a job, right? and I just started training this week. i was never given a proper schedule for my training. I basically got told to come in and then I worked until my trainer sent me home. It was really really frustrating because I have obligations at home too and I never had any idea when I was going to be done because my trainer wouldn’t tell me. the first day of training I was there for 8 hours. The next, I was there for 2. After that I was there for 7 hours on wednesday and thursday with no prior knowledge I would be working that long.I never recieved a lunch break on any of the days I worked long enough to be elligible for one. Yesterday, at the end of my shift, my trainer had no idea when she wanted me in the next day, so she called the assistant manager to ask. The assistant manager didn’t know either, and neither of them will be in today, so they told me to come back for the schedule an hour later, and if i couldn’t, call for my hours. I came back and got my schedule, but it was for next week, so I didn’t know if i was supposed to work today or not.

I called the store this morning to ask, and my actual manager just gave me two shifts my trainer and the assistant manager didn’t think i was capable of handling and I think they never told my manager that and I’ve already had like 3 panic attacks at work because I didn’t know enough to handle some very basic transaction and I feel like I’m being mistreated and that there’s some serious miscommunication going on that is going to really fuck me over because I wont be able to do my job if im not able to access help and i don’t know if i will be because the shifts i was given were shifts supposed to be filled by a very experienced checker and so now i have no idea what to do

I am so fucking done with being given hours arbitrarily without knowing how long they would be, and I’m also sick of not recieving breaks and not knowing what to do in the situation and essentially being thrown into work without knowing how to handle half of the problems and I just want to quit to be honest because this is wayyy too much for me to handle while my depression is where it is but i don’t know if thats the smart thing to do because I need the job and starting next week my hour will actually be scheduled and known to me??? I don’t know i’m super frustrated with my managers and how theyve been treating me and I don’t know what to do about it????

Also my dad has the internet turn off at ten on all devices except his so I’m using one of his to post right now and it’s gonna die soon and I don’t have the charger so i guess I’m going to bed now.

@lyriumrain (since I’m on mobile and can’t reply)

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(Thanks to im-the-asshole-that and thunderboltsortofapenny who let me yell into their inboxes for a while, and who will probably have some great additions.)

Okay, so there’s a post I have some problems with that I’ve seen come across my dash about 4 or 5 times the past…

dudewheresmyhalla:

See now I’m on a feminism bender and I want to talk about all the female characters done massive injustice by this fandom.

Let’s talk about Anora. Let’s also have a fucking talk about Isabela. In fact, let’s have a riveting discussion RE: fandom reactions to “betrayals” of female characters vs. male characters.

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alenkoblr:

Hey folks!

As you may have seen on my blog, I had a bit of a money crisis yesterday that I’m on my way to solving. I start training for my new job next week, so everything should be fine and dandy, right?

Nope. In order to work at Safeway, I need to join the union. And in order to join the union, I have to pay a $200 joining fee with money I just don’t have. I need to send in my union paperwork before I can start actually working, but I won’t have enough money for it until I actually start working. See my problem?

So, here I am opening up a batch of commissions! For samples of my art, please browse my art tag on my blog.

This time around, I will be accepting bust, half, and full-body commissions for lineart or full color. I am quite comfortable drawing characters and OCs from the Mass Effect, Dragon Age, and Saint’s Row universes. For other universes, it might take a bit longer as I’ll need to do a bit more research, but it’s possible. 

Pricing is as follows:

Line Bust: $5 —- Color Bust: $7

Line Half: $10 —- Color Half: $12

Line Full: $15 —- Color Full: $17

I’m also accepting donations if you feel so inclined. My paypal email is hayley0carter@outlook.com

If you’re not interested in commissioning me or don’t have money to spare, please reblog this to help spread it around. That would be a huge help, especially since my audience through just my blog is limited.

Hey folks!

As you may have seen on my blog, I had a bit of a money crisis yesterday that I’m on my way to solving. I start training for my new job next week, so everything should be fine and dandy, right?

Nope. In order to work at Safeway, I need to join the union. And in order to join the union, I have to pay a $200 joining fee with money I just don’t have. I need to send in my union paperwork before I can start actually working, but I won’t have enough money for it until I actually start working. See my problem?

So, here I am opening up a batch of commissions! For samples of my art, please browse my art tag on my blog.

This time around, I will be accepting bust, half, and full-body commissions for lineart or full color. I am quite comfortable drawing characters and OCs from the Mass Effect, Dragon Age, and Saint’s Row universes. For other universes, it might take a bit longer as I’ll need to do a bit more research, but it’s possible. 

Pricing is as follows:

Line Bust: $5 —- Color Bust: $7

Line Half: $10 —- Color Half: $12

Line Full: $15 —- Color Full: $17

I’m also accepting donations if you feel so inclined. My paypal email is hayley0carter@outlook.com

If you’re not interested in commissioning me or don’t have money to spare, please reblog this to help spread it around. That would be a huge help, especially since my audience through just my blog is limited.